Years ago I created and developed a website, "The Silken Trap".
I created it because at the time there didnt seem to be any good forced feminization sites out there (in the wild-and-wooly days of the internet in the 1990s!) and I just wanted the kind of site that *I* might like. I've been kinky nearly all my life, and this particular fetish got into my subconscious at a pretty young age.
Forced feminization was, to me, a form of bondage both mental and physical. In my mind the equation was this: if a Woman went to all of that trouble to enslave me, to feminize me, to wrap silken bonds around me and keep me her prisoner then she must really want me, and that feeling of being kept and desired and secure was the most delicious feeling in the world.
At the time I ran the site, I did not have a Mistress. Like many frustrated submissives out there.
Over and over I would have dates with Dominant women that didn't lead anywhere, or try to develop relationships online with Dommes across the country; a neverending and emotionally exhausting search for 'The One'.
A journey that I know so many of you are on...
After many a lonely year on that journey I gave up for a while. Resigned myself that these needs and desires would stay just fantasies forever and I should just accept it.
And then...the unexpected. She came into my life. The 'One'.
Mistress Erisiana Cherie.
My owner. My dream come to life.
She came into my life and turned it upside down. I am now her slave, 24/7, and in the past two years I have been taken on the most wonderful, magical journey. Limits have been pushed. Self discoveries have been made.
And some of the hottest, kinkiest experiences of my life have been had.
And its not over yet, not by a long shot! The scary thing (to me) is that Mistress is taking our relationship, our journey together, more and more public as time goes on. You've already seen this blog that goes into our lives together as Mistress and slave. Mistress is now adding to that public humiliation and exposure by completely taking my old forced feminization site--the one where I used to post pictures of OTHER people--and turning it into a video record of my slavery to Her.
groans Sounds like a forced fem fantasy story, doesnt it?
Except to me it's oh too real....
The Silken Trap